a very freaking beauty song
Art of life
X-JAPAN
Desert Rose
Why do you live alone
If you are sad
I'll make you leave this life
Are you white, blue or bloody red
All I can see is drowning in cold gray sand
The winds of time
You knock me to the ground
I'm dying of thirst
I wanna run away
I don't know how to set me free to live
My mind cries out feeling pain
I've been roaming to find myself
How long have I been feeling endless hurt
Falling down, rain flows into my heart
In the pain I'm waiting for you
Can't go back
No place to go back to
Life is lost. Flowers fall
If it's all dream
Now wake me up
If it's all real
Just kill me
I'm making the wall inside my heart
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
It scares me to look at the world
Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
I tried to drown my past in gray
I never wanna feel more pain
Run away from you without saying any words
What I don't wanna lose is love
Through my eyes
Time goes by like tears
My emotion's losing the color of life
Kill my heart
Release all my pain
I'm shouting out loud
Insanity takes hold over me
I begin to lose control of myself
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind
Nobody can stop my turning to madness
No matter how you try to hold me in your heart
Why do you wanna raise these walls
I don't know the meaning of hatred
My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies
I only want to hold your love
I believe in the madness called " Now "
Past and future prison my heart
Time is blind
But I wanna trace my heart
On the wall of time, over pain in my heart
Art of life Art of lifeInsane blade stabbing dreams
Try to break all truth now
But I can't heal this broken heart in pain
Cannot start to live. Cannot end my life
Keep on crying
Close my eyes
Time breath I can hear
All love and sadness melt in my heart
Dry my tears
Wipe my broody face
I wanna feel me living my life outside my wall
I believe in the madness called " Now "
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
Art of life Art of lifeI try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do I try to live? Do I try to love
in my dream
I am breaking the wall inside my heart
I just wanna let my emotions get out
Nobody can stop
I'm running to freedom
No matter how you try to hold me in your world
Like a doll carried by the flow of time
I sacrificed the present moment for the future
I was in chains of memory half-blinded
Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dream
Close my eyes
Rose breathes I can hear
All love and sadness melt in my heart
Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life outside my wall
Dreams can make me mad
I can't leave my dream
I can't stop myself
Don't know what I am
What lies are truth
What truth are lies
Art of life Art of lifeAn Eternal Bleeding heart
You never wanna breathe your last
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I am feeling for
A Rose is breathing love
in my life
