2009年11月26日星期四

2009年11月20日星期五

NEW UPDATE


haiz,finally i can update my blog^^
Dear my blog babe,i hove lot of secret want to share with you^^



Recently,i am too "busy".Ton of assignment presentation and test covered all my leisure time.I don't even have a good time to sleep or have an intrapersonal communication with myself. Pathetic.How come har?maybe it's my time for growing up...maybe maybe...?but, can u give me more time to sleep ????^^woohoo^^Meanwhile,i can experince with something new, people and gain new knowledge...it's the time to train myself how to deal with dillema, face the stuggles and escape myself thinking of him..i also realise that i have more encourage to perform my talk during presentation compare to last semester..oh yaeh^^give me an applouse,haha^^but i know i still need to improve a lot and do more pratice..sure i will!!!i promise^^
aha aha^^

somebody wants me to seek out the reason why i still didnt have a boyfriend now...swt..Can someone please don't mention that silly question...no one interests in me, how can i control it? haha,i answered^^Actually i dont even have time to sleep..I can't imagine how bad THAT the situation if i am in a love relationship,maybe i will older faster haha^^ although i hope too
losing hope
"single and available"

Dear blog,sorry i broke my promise
i sleep at class almost everyday...i am really exhausted..
"friend, u have to rescue me,let me have a good sleep^^"i put my friend's tupperware in table to block the view of the lecture on me...i clever le?and i start to close my eye and my ears IN barely.I try to find a ridiculous excuse "because i work last night d^^"haiz,it's a bad behaviuor ,no good X.X I suppose don"t did agian and agian indeed

nono!!!i have to mend it before it's to late~~~action more than word xD
eelin ,please take action abo you will regret soon~~and beg you dont even think that wanna skip any classes...stop dreaming okie? ^^
DReam with no reaction, so critical.

somebody,u are right^^i failed
i still missing the little boy >.<>
i still missing my old number.Although i have change my new handphone number almost a month,i still din dunnoe what are the numbers ..how come har?maybe i should not change my handphone number...Regret from now...over^^please dont think so much...STOP!!!STOP!!!EELIN YOU GONNA TO STOP IT,PLEASE?
a deep dillema inside



having a good time with my dear friends recently
that' s something changes between us...obviously
common topics become less and less...lifestyle...stories...new friends...
since we separate and adapt to new environment, some feeling is lost~.~ i hate that feeling
If i say u all still the best friends in my heart, did you all still believe and treat the same way as me?

i am have a bad feeling this few days
i know i am not a prefect as "other" and i know i am a stupid. But can u please dont shout me in the class? i cant bear of it!!!i admit that i am short temparate unlike "other" can pretend no mind of it. Did u realise that how u treat me so rudely and unfair? its obviously!!!if you dont like me,please say it out and let us stop the our relationship, i wont ever and never regret,honestly.I am really can't understand you as well as you dont understand. I am really tired and i gonna work everyday, really have no more energy have a quarrel with you. I cant find the reason that where and what i am did wrong to you and u feel that u are so hate me. Very irrating. If i am really did wrong, can you all speak out? Complicating...


sobbing three seconds
and
continuIN my sleep
apartIN from this world for a while

2009年11月13日星期五

脚步



你走得好快

我的腿好短 跟不上

你可以放慢脚步

好让白痴又迟钝的我跟得上吗?

我不是坏小孩


上课。无聊。睡觉。晕眩。很累呢
食堂。天涯沦落人。嬉笑。打闹.。黏人的。锁住
考试。暴风雨。折磨。压力。呆子。随便
音乐。爱爱爱。陶醉。旋律。麻醉。节拍。疯狂
琴声。耳际。动人。荆棘。学不会
可乐柠檬。最爱。一杯又一杯。甜蜜到炸掉
木偶。落泪。怀念。掩饰。假装。空空。变了。废墟
牵挂。不诚实。冷漠。猜不透。沉默。怎么了。抱歉
承诺。好瞎。没关系。失去耐心。下落不明。不适合。放弃。结束。依恋
零用钱。不多。奢侈吗
救赎。争强好胜。若无其事

哼哼唱唱。斗志昂扬。绽放。力量。牢记。困住
心跳声。轰隆隆
深呼吸。 再呼吸
丑点.笨点。 没关系

坏小孩。乱讲。我不是

打了个喷嚏。加油


谢天谢地。我还不算是坏小孩

人性的软弱

人性的软弱
我讨厌你
是你剥夺我美丽的假日
是你毁了我的美貌
是你占据了我们的思想


人性的软弱
我很讨厌你
我们为你付出了那么多 为什么结局还是个零
你要的是什么 想的是什么
你可以告诉我们吗?
烦恼.

大笑三声
算了,我还是抱着我的小熊睡觉去XD

2009年11月11日星期三

对号入座

Somebody always say that I treat someone not so good
…Speechless…
I think better keep my mouth shut
If I can ,I would ask someone so :“did u treat me good before?”

。。。............................................
Recently, I like to thinking
My past… present… and future…
Sometime Somebody Something
Oh yea, I don’t think him anymore
not even one second
Liny , please don’t be surrender too fast har XD
i gonna to find something for occupying
my leisure time