搞砸

我气。 我呕脑。

" yiling, u make me disappointed so much..."

i have a bad presentation today. i dont know what the suck i was doing today. the worst presentation i ever had before.

i did try to breath. just know my god didn't listen to my voice. whether, everyone told me i am quite satisfied, but it dont fulfill my target. first time, i talked like rocket. first time, i was toooo panic. i cant be the first or the last.. i am sure i will be panic...

panic+ fast= unclear pronunciation... teacher and friends keep ranking... omg... yiling, no words for you!!!!

but, i always think that i well prepared. no matter... it was over.

ps:一些事情， 你自信满满那会是你的强项。 一味以为你自己可以handle得很好。 因为熟悉， 太了解， 反而带来反效果， 所以我presented it like rocket. 一味以为自己可以拿捏地很好， 后来还是搞砸了。