伊玲伊婷坡前坐 坡上卧着一只猫 坡下流着一条河 姐姐说 宽宽的河 妹妹说 小小的猫 猫要过河 河要渡猫 不知是那猫过河 还是河渡猫
2010年7月31日星期六
娱乐时间
伊玲伊婷坡前坐 坡上卧着一只猫 坡下流着一条河 姐姐说 宽宽的河 妹妹说 小小的猫 猫要过河 河要渡猫 不知是那猫过河 还是河渡猫
2010年7月30日星期五
2010年7月29日星期四
寂寞的感觉
你寂寞吗?
我不寂寞,现在不寂寞。 考试吞噬我的寂寞。 朋友占据我太多的空间。 周公追着我跑。 琐事费事烦事和我有莫 大的关系。 还有路上的霓虹灯, 徘徊的闲杂人等, 旋转的秒针,脑里的细胞,太多太多的误会,太多太多引诱……。
想找点时间来放松自己,也要获得自己心灵上的批准。 它不允许我浪费时间,要我不断不断和时间竞赛.。我还真可悲。这一段时间, 我漫无目的在时光隧道里原地踏步。 每一个步伐都是紊乱的。每个脚印,都牵制着我的任性和烦恼。
自从五天上课制改成七天制, 我的生活就陷入一场暴风雨, 自卑自艾。 埋怨这个, 埋怨那个。 都是那个导师拉! 害得我怎样怎样的。 都怪我没有钱, 要不然我就可以出国深造, 就不用在这里受尽白眼。接踵一一打翻了我美好的周末。都不是我的错。
可是, 我们都是一样的。今天的埋怨, 明天就会得意洋洋的说:“真开心, 我又过了一关。”免疫力好像打了一些镇定药,舒服多了。 但,这些都是治标不治本的。 几天以后, 我们又会任性的胡闹。
你喜欢寂寞吗?
是的。 我喜欢寂寞,尤其是现在。 我喜欢我行我素的感觉。 上网再睡觉, 零食巧克力牛奶, 画画音乐写故事, 自己和自己讲话……一个人, 没有别人。
找不到自己的寂寞, 是件很无奈的事情。
Ps:只能够哑然接受
“希望别人来分担你的心事是多么的愚蠢!别人不会了解你,人人都只关心他们自己。”
于是,你领悟到,有些事情是不能告诉别人的,有些事情是不必告诉别人的,有些事情是根本没办法告诉别人的。
于是,你慢慢可以感觉到,午后的日影怎么拖着黯淡的步子西斜;屋角的浮尘怎样在溟茫里毫无目的地游动,
于是,你觉得自己涨的无限的大,大得填满整个宇宙的空間;
没有一声呼叫,没有一滴眼淚,没有一絲情感,没有一丝欲求;
于是,夜色密密的涂满了宇宙,在上下前后左右都是墨一般的黝暗里,你不再知道自己是否仍在继续的沉落。
2010年7月25日星期日
最熟悉的陌生人
2010年7月24日星期六
class replacement
going green campaign
The pr campaign
The first day
“Wow.. it’s my time to perform? Is everyone looking at me? Can’t they disappear now? Can I faint now? May my legs stop shaking? God bless me…”
Wow, we- ksl, kexin, joeyee, ming yee and me performed a dance ‘circus’ during the opening ceremony. Wow, it was done and past. Poorly, I think I affected whole performance. I forgot almost all steps on the stage. Fuck me. All right, it was over. Saving my energy for the second day is better than I cry. I am so useless. Felt so embrace in front of journalists, lecturers and friends.
Erm, before our dance performance, it’s the highlight. Guys are performed well with crazy emotion. Go go power ranger… my childhood’s memory. They looked more serious than we practiced yesterday.
Follow, the singer from newz girl evvone, my classmate lead the choir, our theme song of our campaign. She sang well. As well as fatfat tan la.
Later I rush off earlier for preparing my mother birthday party. Happy birthday, my mother. I love you all of my heart.
Ps: no sad. No feeling. I want donate blood. I missed the wonderful photo shooting competition. aiya. haix.
Day Two
Wow, wonderful and most tired day…
We did a grateful fashion today. Well, they are so beautiful indeed. With 7cm of high heels , amazing hair stylish and beautiful natural clothes, they are incredible beautiful naturally Especially our volcano and hng ke xin. And nichole and joeyee and amy. Big applause la.
Big applause for me too be the game master for make sure you know the colors. Many hours around. We did put lot of afford as we can. Especially apple. And also little bit useless plastic man, hwoe hao.
And all y2m55’s classmate. Say rock. We are the best. I really happy that I heard somebody said that ‘the game you all organize made us want to skip classes”. Firstly I so scared that nobody will play our game. Anyway, thank god. I love you. It indicated the good beginning of us.
And also bad new today. I cant donate blood. Why? Always. This is the third time I attend to the blood donation campaign but none of day that I can success donate blood. How come? God treated me so bad. Really so bad. So ridiculous. But, never mind . ksl and su boon also cant donate blood because of some reasons.
Say yeah. Tomorrow is the last day. I receive what we reap.
Say hey, Going to pizza hut’s house tomorrow after the campaign finished.
Ps. Papapalapa, I am loving it.